I made a cup of coffee today without the cup.
The past few days have been like that. Trying to do a month of work ahead of time and trying to pack for a month in Europe - 4 countries in 3 weeks. Thinking I could magically learn the languages the week before we go. Planning an itinerary, trying to pack, wondering about access to cash......
Then sometimes I stop the flurry of activity and my jaw drops in awe with what lies before me. Awe, humility, gratefulness with a smidgen of fear.